better

alhamdulillah


my life getting better . i enjoy my job , finally . haha next week na pegy amek ujian comp tok lesen L . and na pegy daftar kelas comp . harap2 semuanya akan berjalan dengan lancar .


ati berbunga balik bila dapat tahu kebenaran . but there is nothing we can do about it . segalanya dah terlambat . tp takde sape tahu ape akn jd akn dtg kn . kalau ade rezeki kitorg , ade la .

cobaan~~~!!

memang cobaan ! punye la panjang aku taip .. last2 hilang begitu saje . ayo0o0 nampaknye ta dapat le aku kongsi pengalaman hari pertame aku bekerja ngn korg .. huhu

sedeyh kot bler aku da taip pnjg2 last2 ilng begitu aje ..



uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa abah..awat tak cakap wayar tu da tercabut ..



tapi lagi bertambah sedeyh bile tak dapay kongsi ke-sedeh-an + ke-bengang-an + ke-siot-an aku ketika hari pertama bekerja .. :(



ape pn ..

wish me luck guys ..
i hope my second day would not be suck mcm smlm :(

budak skola?tidak lagi

8 dis 2o09

tepat jam 3.30

berakhirnya paper chemist 3

yeeeeehaaaaaa!!!!

satu kepuasan bagi aku dan kawan2..tak dapat nak digambarkan dengan kata2..

aku pasti anda2 yang telah habis zaman persekolahan dah rase apa yang kami rasa..

setelah sekian lama meninggal kan myspace , blogspot , maggi goreng , dan segala macam lagi pengorbanan .. akhirnya . puas !

tapi betol orang kata . tamatnya zaman persekolahan tak bererti hidup menjadi lagi mudah . bebas ? mungkin ya , tapi aku sendiri akui , selepas sehari berakhirnya spm .. mcm2 dalam kepale , nak amek lesen kete , sambil tu amek kls comp and keje .. huh 3 bnde dlm 1 mase

stress la jugk . amek lesen da dekat 7 rat . amek kls comp da seribu ++ . sure aku keje ..

amek lesen kete .. da daftar da .. next week start . keje? da dpt borang da , ade dpt prtolongan dr org dalam .. insyaAllah kalo dapat keje uh , next week start .. keje pn part time .. ptg smpai malam .. maby tak banyak aku noleh dapat dalam sebulan .. tapi sekurang-kurang nye boleh ar gak bantu parents aku tok bayar wet amek lesesn and kls comp neh ..

minggu ni je aku bole enjoy .. lepas tu .. da ta bole kot..

akhirnya zaman persekolahan , bererti banyak lagi yang perlu difikirkan , tanggungjawab yang lagi berat ..

kadang2 takut gak bila sedar,yang aku da mula berganjak ke dunia baru . dunia yang lagi mencabar . tapi inilah kehidupan . aku kena tabah dan teruskan hidup

tiiidaaaaaaaaaakk!!

ouh no no

keadaan aku da semakin terok beb

kawan²
thanks 4 all your supports

tapi malang ye keadaan aku da terok balik ..

ape yang aku mampu lakukan skrg , memanjatkan syukur kepadaNYA sebab bagi aku kwn2 yang sgt mengerti keadaan aku..

and es .
sorry coz selame ni kau kecik ati ngn aku ..
aku pasti ko faham keadaan aku skrg kan ?
and sorry pasal hal ari tu , aku tak berniat langsung .
thanks tok semua yang kau da buat

ouh ye ..
berkenaan 21ogos
siti nabihah da 17!
hehe dapat 3 kek beb ..
happy gler..
thanks sebab buat surprise sume tuh ..
siyes aku happy giler

and 1sept
trial .
sesungguhnye aku tak dapat msokkan pape dalam otak akuh
YA ALLAH ..
tolongla hamba mu ini
:(

saye suke . awak suke ?

saye suka . suka sangat .

ewh,ape yang saya suka ye?

saya suka la!

suka sebab dapat tahan diri dari duduk depan lap top nih! :)

bahagie . suka !

banyak benda yang jadi sebenarnya .

tapi yang paling penting sekali

ciby da single . :)
what ? haha okeoke . pape ntah kan? kenapa ye aku mintak putus dengan dia ? jengjengjeng!! takpe la..biar aku dan Allah swt je yang tahu.pape pun , aku rase lega , dan puas hati dengan keputusan yang aku buat nih . alhamdulillah..




lagi ..



lagi ?!

pergi kursus kenaikan pangkat lans koperal krs .
da form5 baru nak amek lans koperal ? haha nak buat mcm mana , tak diberi peluang sebelum nih .. dapat kowt . bukan dapat pangkat aje . mase kursus tuh ,kena jadi penghuluwati . pergh baru tau perasaan mereka² yang kena handle orang.pape silap aku kot yang kena . huhu takpe,pengalaman.. :) ade lagi , aku dipilih sebagai peserta puteri terbaik . hehe bangga?mesti la! haha :P kumpulan aku pulak,terpilih sebagai kumpulan puteri terbaik . alhamdulillah


dan lagi


menghadiri khemah ibadah kat sekolah
alhamdulillah , nasib baik aku join .
firstly , aku fikir macam , 'ala..mesti ade adegan nangis² punye.mcm tak best aje'
sengal la ciby!haha tapi khemah ibadah ni mmg best . ewh jap. sangat best! memang ade adegan nangis². tapi normally,adegan nangis tu dikaitkan dengan mak bapak rite? tapi yang ni lain . sebab tu aku nangis sampai puas. haah abang Li and abg Shafiq , terima kasih :)
mereka banyak kaitkan tenteng hubungan kami dengan Allah swt . alhamdulillah . ade kesedaran dalam diri aku . aku tak kata sebelum ni aku gila terok punya perempuan . takde la sampai mcm tu woi! tp mmg betol la.. ade perubahan selapas tuh.bukan aku je,kawan² aku pun same.kepada mereka yang takde perubahan dan kesedaran , kesian korg,lagi² that mtd ex-student.

lagi ?

aiseyyhhh


jam suda menunjukkan pukul 2 pagi

maaf ye kawan² . bukan taknak cerita , dan sebenarnya tak mengantuk pun , tapi rase macam da lama sangat pulak dok tercongok depan laptop nih . haha bole?!


tata all...

ouh ibu

adek syg mak sangat²!

:)

tak ramai antara kita yang sedar akan bahawa beruntungnya kita dapat parents yang sangat mengambil berat pasal kita! kan?

well tiba-tiba je aku ni kan?

sbnrnye ada di antara kenalan aku yang ibu/bapa nya yang tak ambil kesah sangat pasal anak dia . memang amik kesah , tapi aku rasa teramat lah kasihan kat kenalan aku nih sebab keluarganya amat mengambil mudah dalam perihal² agama . kasihan

alhamdulillah . aku mempunyai seorang ibu yang sangat mementingkan agama dan telah membimbing aku dengan cara yang sepatutnya .

aku bersyukur . terima kasih ya Allah kerana kau takdirkan aku dengan nasib yang sebegini . mungkin orang yang tahu tetapi hanya tahu akan kasihan kt akuh . tapi hakikatnya , aku sangat beruntung .

selain itu , aku mempunyai teman yang sangt sempurna . sebagai kawan . terime kasih ye kawan . please don't walk away . i need u all with me . fatin , suhana , hafyza ,syahira ,farhana ,farahin

ily

:)

abah , selamat hari bapa .sayang abah! abg am , ajar byha bawak kereta tu sabar² la sikit ! tapi . time kasih ye . hehe

mak , adek byk wt salah kt mak . last year owg agak liar . selalu buat hal . maaf kan owg ye?sayang mak

yeeehhahaaaa

ouh gumbira nya rasa ati!

tadi aku blaja bwk kereta babe! huhuhuuahauahahahaha

bast gila arh!

tapi bwk gear 1 and 2 je..and blaja u-turn and parking reverse..

perrggh da bole da tuh..

ouh ye..kereta manual k?tak main ar kereta auto .. haha

ta sabar nye la nak amke lesen!

ewh boleh kew? umur berapa ye bole amek lesen kereta?

huhuuu

;))

award

award dari kak fareeza..

thanks akk!

:)

sambutan hari guru terakhit kt smksp

ari ni best..mcm² persembahan
tapi sampai 1 tahap , segale persembahan kejadah semua tergendala..
sebab ape?


sebaaaaabb



seeeeeebaaaaaaaaaaab ade makhluk allah menziarah kammi
ziarah?
ta kowt sebab mmg da lame DOWG menetap kt situ

bak kate kak joe
sejarah 3 taun lepas berulang kembali
ye berulang
time tu aku form2
aku ingt agy,kls aku time tu adlh tmpt menetapnye makhluk² allah tuh..
and sekarang kelas tu bf aku plak yg dok
lagi satu tempat dowg.kt kelas form6

and bf aku jugak la mangsa DOWG td kt sekolah
ye bf aku
and ni kali kedue dye kene
actually pagi uh aku da prasan bf aku tu laen mcm
tapi dye tamau ngaku plak..

last² balek uh aku pegy jenguk,mmg betol dye kene agy
free² je tadi blek sblm wktu skolah,and dak² ta dibenarkan msok dlm sekolah..
and ade lagi 4 org perempuan,2 org lagi dak laki
yg perempuan tuh,3 org yg kene uh da pnh kene sebelum nih,kene tu pn ngn bf aku gak
means bf aku nih prnh kene sblm ni ngn dowg..
ang dak yg tetiber pengsan kt tempat parking moto,sblm dye pengsan tuh..
dye tolong agkt bf aku kowt..
yg agy sowg pompuan,DIIKUTI
yg lagi sowg dak laki,kene sorok kowt..tatau la,tu ape yg aku dgr la..

da la..
kesimpulannye kt cni

aku dpt prasan dr dulu agy..time kite happy² la makhluk² allah ni dtg mengganggu...

ye,mase tu la kite lupe dunie..yg aku tau,pape pn jadi,kite kene rileks,jgn gelabah..nnt DOWG lagi suke..and wutever it is,ingt yg maha esa sebab semua yg datang drpdNYA..

and after this aku mmg kene tolong bf aku nih..lemah imannye..semngat kuat..ntah la..

nauzubillah

gigil kowt

tadi aku bercakap dalam talian dgn beliau
yup beliau
cakap dalam phone pon da gigil
sok kena pergi jumpa plak..
lagi la ketaq

alahai...

risau ci-ot

da la sok bukan jumpe beliau aje k

tapi beliau²

aduuuuh

arap² sok ta gagap depan mereka tuh..

if ta,ta lepas la aku

ya allah kuat kan lah aku

amin..

kejadian

sbtu . 2mei09

kejadian yg ta disgke-sangka terjadi kt akuh

rite after tuisyen we *me and xuenna went to pasar malam jalan t.a.r..eheeee we met faten kt sane..lama tak sampai tempat nih..pergi tu pn sebab aku na beli selendang kawan aku kirim..tu je ke?aish ada gak nawaitu laen act..haha na carik beg,baju..haha bese la yyooouuu perempuan la katekn..

agagaga jgn ikot tau kawan²..ajaran simpang blkg uh...tuuii

da jalan sampai ke akhir psr mlm uh..lepak dpn campbell complex jap..ewh yeke?yekkot tu name tmpt uh..haha na tggu abg xuenna uh..kitowg pn dok la jap an..

tiba² la an..aku tgk beg aku koyak..aik?pelik..ta silap aku,aku tade pn terlanggar apa² sampai bole terkoyak mcm tuh..mmg pelik arh..

usha brg² dlm fon akuh..

ciby ;beb!mane fon aku arh?

xuenna ;fon mane?
ciby ;fon nok aku tade doe..
xuenna ;biar btol?baek ko carik btol²
ciby ;ta silap aku an..aku pnh dgr ar..pencuri an..salah satu care dowg,koyakkn beg gune pisau
was² agy..aku kuarkn sume isi beg and suruh xuenna carik kn fon aku tuh..sampai plak aten akuh
aten ;npe?
ciby ;fon aku tade doe
aten ;tu kn fon
ciby ;fon aku yg nok tu la,tade!

do you get what actually happened to me?

pengajaran doe..
aish

so kawan²..berhati-hati la k..bak kate aten..mmg ta nmpk langsung + ta prasan pape pn..tgk² beg da jd catu..licik nye la gampangan tuh..

my parents pn naseb baek ta bising..yela bnde da jd an?hurm num celcom aku ilg kowt..yela simkad uh dlm fon yg ilg tuh..
nseb baek bukn fon abg aku yg dikebasnye..

pasni konfem aku berhati-hati thp gaban punye

-_-

semalam balek dr umah sedare aku singgah la hero*kt area bndr sri permaisuri..tau?haha na beli pencuci muke kn kn kn*tu pn na bg tau ka?adeeh tp tade so plan na blek da la kn kn kn..

tiba² ase ca na plak singgah ke kedai baju ekonomi uh..

usha² la baju suar and segale kejadah kt sane..
tertarik la plak aku kt 1 seluar nih..

normally aku pakai saiz 28
so aku amek ar saiz 28 an..

wth?
ta muat seyh..
adeeehh
gler gedabak punye rase terkejot akuh!

so aku pn try ar saiz 30
fuuhh
muat?
adeh
ape yg telah terjadi nih?
adakah aku sedang bermimpi?
ngeri je doooeee!

hurm..
dalam perjalanan balik tu aku dok pk je..
agaknye la kn..
salah letak saiz kowt..
yg saiz 26 diletaknye saiz 28..
yg saiz 28 diletaknye saiz 30
bole?
haha

ciby ouh ciby
terima la hakikat..
ko tu membesar bukannye mengecik!!
lol

ari yg gler

oouuhh yeeaaah...intervensi da abeh!!!!!!
gembire ta terkate doe!!!

td pn paper bio and sivik je..
paling best paper sivik..
msok tajuk hubungan kekeluargaan..
adeh..
bole plak en gelak² time amek paper nih..
ca ta exam je..
haha that's 5science 1..
otak colourful malampau-lampau..
tp paling byk kaler biru la en..
hahaha

and and td pegy PWTC seyh..
pameran buku...
pergi bersame teman² handai yg tersayang..

tp yg paling penting saat jumpe samapai la berpisah tok pulang ke rumah masing²..
memang gelak je ar kije kitowg..
masing² dok membahan..
haha
segan je doe gelak².orang pandang..
alah peduli ape akuh..
aku ta kaco muntot ko pn an?
haha
cilake je uh perangai..
haha

best je au bahan abg mate spero at mcD the mall td..
adeh byk wat dose doe ari nih..
eheeee
bukan salu pn an..
ewh yeke?
haha

ta byk kowt buku aku beli..
haish bile ar agknye akn ku tatap setiap muke surat buku² tu eq?
adddeeehh

kerajinan...
mari lah kau mendekati aku..
aku rela digode uuuu!!!!
ahahaha

2 more weeks..
diognostik plak..
wish me luck!

ta phm nape aku dpt award nih..

haha bingai je akuh

orang baru

aku dapat orang baru dlm idop aku..

tatau npe,but aku happy gler bler dye dtg dlm idop aku..

akak syg adek sgt²!adek takn tgglkn akk an?

ily

dapat award kah akuh?

aku dapat award?hahah lawak je uh...dapat dari deyla syg....hehe thanks deyla!ni first time dpt tau..ayo0o0 terima kasih kepada si permberi ye..syg ko mereng²!haha and award ni aku mau bg same itu org yg name nye xuenna and cha!saye suke blog anda!!! :)

tagged from scha

4 NAMES my FRIENDS CALL ME:

1-ciby

2-byha

3-bie

4-abby

IMPORTANT DATES in MY LIFE:

21 ogos 1992 :p

THINGS i”ve DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINS:

mnd,solat,ngaji,memikirkn c die..haha

4 WAYS TO BE HAPPY :
1-meet them

2-meet him

3-look into my mom's eyes

4-eat!

4 GIFTS I WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :

1-cokelat

only that in my mind rite now..haha

4 OF my FAVOURITES HOBBIES :

1-eat of course!

2-listen to0 my fav song..

3-think about him

4-melalot ta tentu psl [ouh aku pakar uh bab tuh!haha]

4 PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION :
1-makkah [insyaallah..]

2-australia

3-india

4-china

FAVOURITE DRINKS :
ice milo n horlick ais!*haha aku sengal..lol

4 my FAVOURITE COLOURS :
brown,pink,white n black

TOP 4 HANGOUTS :
1-my schools..

2-my frenz home

3-my room

4-your home!*haha

TOP 4 LOVE Person :
*aiii..soklan susah..can i leave it blank??*
1-rasulullah s.a.w

2-my parents

3-my frens

4-my adek yg gilak + sumil trcyg

TOP 4 THINGS :
money,phone,my house and my books!*lalala

TOP 4 THINGS SPECIAL TO ME :
i'm not sure..huh

TOP 4 WHO I THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY :
1-aen

2-deyla

3-suehana

4-no one..:p

TOP 4 REASONS WHY I SHOULD ANSWERED THIS SURVEY :
aku jwb ni sbb terpakse kowt..*haha ngok je

-o-

bodoh

aku rindu kat dye..

tber² rase perlukan dye..

aku perlukn dye?

am i?

terase bodoh!

aku ade kwn² aku..

family aku..

td npe aku ase mcm memerlukan dye?

hah aku pn tatau..

lagi..

aku rase sprti kehilangn..

hilng dye,dye yg jauh kt sane tuh..

ape kene ngn aku?

tp..

ari ni aku gumbira..

kenape?

sbb td ade lawatan ke pnjara pudu..

na cer?

tape la..

tade mood na cite..

tp mmg best..

lagi² lps tu aku kuar ngn kawan² tercyg..

suhana,fatin,irfan & zahir..

thanks 4 make me happy today..

ily

the destroyer

razana . khirudin . zaton

sebelom ni aku just dgr je org bercerite..tp smlm,aku sndiri naek pejabat berdepan ngn manusie² nih..now i know..btol la sume yg aku da dgr.. manusie yg berfikiran cetek!jawatan je tggi..umo je beso..oke fine,ko riso psl ape akn jd,if hal tu dperbesarkn..tp tolongla weyh..kowg antare org paling berkuasa..takn ko na takot?huh ta gne la ko pegang jawatan ko tuh

syafiza . nas . sharina

kowg la manusie yg da hancurkn hrpn aku!harapan ank² buah aku!kowg adek-beradik sme je!tp tape la..kowg fikir kowg yg paling hebat and paling bagos an?it's okey..ko da wat taik at ramai org!ko jgn ingt ko hebat ar weyh..aku takot?plez arh..aku bukn manusie mcm ko la..ku ade disiplin,ade rase hormat at org..aku ade kesabaran..sbb tu aku ta wat pape..sbb aku bukn mcm kowg!if kowg tros wt taik at org laen cane yg kowg wt skang..idop kowg takn bahagie ar weyh..ko ingt ko beso sgt an?one day,ALLAH akn tunjukkn betape keciknye kowg at dunie nih..

manyak penat ouh

penat ouh penat..ari ni blek awal ckit,lthn abeh kol 4..

then aku pegy skola yg berdekatan cbb na tgk dowg cane..best uh..dak² krs skola uh sumil² je..puteri n putera..sumil gler tahap cipan na u'uk arh!hahaha dak² puteri pn bole plak layan pale aku..

ade plak sesi pengenalan en.mcm² mende dowg tanye aku..ca na temuduge plak uh

aiyaaaa tade K.P sndiri ka?hehe

konon² na knl ngn K.P skola permaisuri la an..

yoooyoooo'o je dak² tuh..

n n td ptg en ujan lebet gler..

but aku still gak na dowg troskn lthn..

taya cer ar,mmg lencun sume..n ade plak yg gedik² wt hal..na je ku pijak²..tp tu bukn kije aku,tu kije jurulatih je,aku juz bole tengking²,sepak²,dera² dowg je..huhu pegy mampuih same ko arh..

biadap uh!lantak kowg la..mcm aku na sgt ko join kitowg?perangai ca lahabau,na msok krs..bole jaaalan daaaa!

tp tp td mmg sejuk gler uh...2 3 ari ni pn aku asek sket pale je...mane ta nye..memekik-mekik & dok pikir psl dak² skola aku uh..ni pn bole plak nyempat² un blog en..haha homework byk agy uh..agak² en cane aku na wt homework sedgkn ku tatau pn blajo pe..heh

tucen,kls nadi,lawatan pegy penjara pudu n zo0 negara pn ku da tarik diri..cbb pe?KRS..

pandai² la ko ciby...

arap² tade mslh ar..aku da ckop fenin ngn dak² uh..

and arap² ku sabo and tabah mengadap ngn kerenah² dak² akuh,n ckgu² n segale mcm dugaan and puting beliung yg akn dtg...insyaallah sumenye brjln ngn lancar..

ps ;aenDOT!!!msok ar doe taun nih..taun last aku au!huhu..

b BZ z

bz gler uh skang..serabot akuh!skang ni pagi sampai ke ptg aku akn berjemur d tgh panas sambil memekikkn sore aku mengarahkn ank² buahkuh..*muke pn da gelap uh..haha then blek wt hw yg bertimbun-timbun dr petg sampai la ke tgh malam..bulan ni 4 sure kls tucen sume burn je arh..even aku da bayar yuran..huh na wt cane an..krs ouh krs..npe kne jd cani?*poyo je npe la ckgu n jurulatih aku tu pilih aku jd K.P[ketua platun] taun nih?tape la..taun aher en..dpt la gak meraut segale markah² yg bole didermekan at akuh..heh skang ni pn da jrg meng-usha blog² nih...da jrg unline myspace..npe?seebab....bbbbBBzzZZZ!!!hhuuuaaaa kne susun jadual ku balek uh..sori ye kawan² sebab da lme ta update blog..tgk arh,ayat pn da melalot-lalot en?haha tamau feninkn agy..tatataaa

lagi d tag

HERE ARE THE RULES :

1. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog

2. Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours

3. Tagged 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as link to their blogs

1. siti nabihah :)

2. form 5 but not 17 yet

3. i have 3 sister and a younger bro that suhana hate so much..[my meow larh!:D]

4. aknn mendodoo0oki SPM taon nih!*gler arh!

5. ta suke sayor..*mencimenci!huhuuu

6. alah ngn nyamuk *nguk nye nyamuk!pegy ane² aku je mangse!huh

7. da bpe lame ta tggi²huh..nmpknye cani je la :(

1. lembab

2. blur

3. sengal

4. pemalas

5. kabot gler pig

6. ske gelak tnpe sebab *sengal!

tamau tag sesape..;)

o0pet ouh o0pet :D

disebabkn smlm ku ta pegy tucen..so aku ganti ar ari nih..

lps abes klas,ku kuar pegy tgk wyg ngn lesbo trsyg kuh c fyza..

hahaha kitowg tgk at pavilion..

tp en,lps ku abeh klas kne plak pegy amek fyza at syesen cheras cbb dye tatau cane n pegy hang tuah..haha cian uh..*jaat uh akuh

kitowg tgk cite geng upin ipin..hehe

sumil uh o0pet uh...geram je aku tgk..hahha

and and na tau ark..

sblm tgk uh an..

ku bwk fyza pegy restoran mamak..

ala at blkg bangunan yg dkt ngn pavi tu je..

td second time ku pegy ctu..murah uh..sedap plak uh..byk pn ye gak..smpe fyza ta abeh makan..*ca ta caye je uh dye mam ta abeh..ta pnh² dye wt..haha

td kitowg order tomyam tok 2 org,juz apple 2,nasi putih mst la de an 2 gak,and telor dadar..

guess what?

total RM13 je uh..

fuuuh best²

lps abeh tgk wyg kitowg pn blah..

ujan plak uh!

ptot la sejuk semacam je!ngee

terpakse la redah sampai ke monorail bukit bintang..

pstu bole plak smbung mnd ujan at umah aku..

da sampai stesen LRT cheras uh..

mule² tade ar lebat sgt..

then aku sampai je lebat blek..

hehe *prasan je uh..tp bukan salu pn ku mnd ujan an?haha

ku smpai umah tepat kol 8..

paleng ta bole blah an..

da lme ku lepak at dlm bilik,bole plk mak aku kol..

blom sempat ku ckp pape dye da bebel da ngamok ku ta balek agy..

bole plak an?haha

sedangkn da bpe lame ku lepak at dlm bilik tuh..

abng akuh bole plak cadang soh mak wt buku record..

katenye senang soh aku record wktu kuar and blek..

sket je uh..

then kitowg gelak berdekah-dekah arh

ketok laju² kang..hahaha

papehal best gak kuar ari nih..

lebey² agy cbb akuh ta prnh kuar ngn lesbo aku ni en..

*dye mara uh ku gler dye lesbo kuh..haha mne ta nye..at skola dok sblh²..pstu salu bjet² gedik..tp tu antare kitowg je la..org laen tatau..haha

bermadu sebelum kawen?

wahwahwah..hebat kn kawan²?blom kawen da bermadu wo0o

hahaha ouh lupe plak..aku ase kowg kne bace yg aku post smlm coz if tau cite dr awal agy best en..drpd ta phm pe yg ku merepek..better kowg bace je post ku yg sblm nih..huhu

oke sprti yg tersedie diceritakn..ari ni ku de kls math and sej..n pstinye ku akn brjmpe ngn A dlm kelas sej..kn?kn?kn?tp lps kls math je en..kuar je dr kls uh ku de dgr org memangil-manggil namekuh..wah..upe nye kawan kuh c dayana n naja nih..hehe dayana mintak ku teman dye pegy lawat nashriq at hospital..

ku pn dok fikir²..ku pn setuju ar na 4low,n suhana pn 4low gak uh..yela da 4 ari uh nashriq ta pegy skola..wndu gler at kawan akuh sowg uh..

tp sblm tu ku msok jp dlm kelas sej sebab na crik A..yolarh kn dye mintak nota dye smlm..aish ta nmpk pn batang gigi dye..adoi..so aku pn amek keputusan tok blah je..

tuptup terserempak plak ngn c A..ku pn bg ar note dye an..pstu dye bg ku bace msj yg C bg at dye..

guess what?

cilaka nye jantan..

upenyer A ngn C ni kapel..

but smlm A mntk kapel at aku bg pihak C?

hoh gler arh..

terkejur gler pig ar weyhh..

then ku msj jap ngn A..

ktenyer mule² dye dpt tau mmg dye benci gler ar at akuh..

tp bler dye da tau bahawesenyer C yg gatal..

dye oke la gak an..

yg C ni mntk break ngn A sbb na kt akuh..

ta phm la doe..

A da syg gler pig arh ngn dye..

tp dye bole na wt A catu?

mslh nye ku tamau pn at C..

then dye kte at A if A tamau lepaskn C,A kene terime ber madu ngn akuh..

what?aduh dahsyat la dowg nih..

felik doe..

ku ta tunjukkn pape tnde pn yg ku na at C nih..tp ntah la en..

agy pn da 3 kali pn akuh rejected dye..

ta phm² agy kew hah..huh

yg A plak rela je..

agak sengal la dye nih..

pstu bole plak en C ajak akuh kuar sok..

hoh

jgn harap!

jantan haprak btol la..

and and,C tatau pn yg ku da tau dowg kapel senanyer..

ptg tuh A msj akuh..

kate nye da break ngn C..

so?heh

i don't care..

mghrb tu ku cite at mak akuh..

hahaha

mak ku pn kte agak sengal A nih..

n gatal gler kowt C nih..

pstu bukak la cer² mak akuh time mude² dulu..

hehe

so kowg..

selidik dulu ar spe² pn yg kowg mau or yg mau at kowg ye..

still not 'taken'

taken?

not yet!

agagaga

td time ngh kucuk mentelaah novel uh an..

suddenly unknown num called me..

picked up je la an..

tber² dye kte..
"bie..sok bwk not sej eq?na blek larh.."
"spe nih?"
"A la bie.."
"o0o0o0 okeyh²..npe mggu lps ta pegy kls?
"ta sehat la"
"la yeke..ptot ar tade.."
"bie..ngn C cane?"
"cane?kitowg mmbr je la.."
"bie tamau kapel ngn die ke?"
"haaa?kapel?blom agy la yunk..y?"
"kapel la ngn dye bie..die oke la.."
"hurm tape la..tadi de msj ngn dye jp..td ngh kucuk wt homework an..smpai skang ta terbalas.."
"ei jgn..kecik ati dye nnt"
"aaaaa npe plak?"
"dulu sye break nngn dye sbb tu la"
"really?ta best nye..haha sye mmg catu la..ta bole na wtpe.."
"so na kapel ngn dye ke ta?"
"hurm tape la..mls arh..agy pn sye ta knl sgt la ngn dye.."
"alaaa rapat² kn la..hehe"
"haha tape la yunk..agy pn dye cpt kecik ati eq?tape la..kng kne buli ckit ngn sye nanges tros kang..haha"
"hehe he really love u ciby.."
"ouh but i'm not ready la yunk.."
"hurm act dye yg soh sampaikn nih..kalo bie trime dye na belanje sye mam au..hehe"
"sampai catu skali?haha ahad ari tuh dye ajk sye kuar...tp ngh moody,ta sehat plak uh an..mls arh.."
"o0o0 dye oke la bie.."
"hehe tape la..ewh k la..jumpe sok je la k?"
"okeyh..bye"
"bye"

omg

dulu C ni pernah mntk kapel but i rejected him!

bole plak mntk x-gf dye selaku mmbr ku tlg mntk kapel en..heh

please la..

haha

ouh single single!

:)

awake

owg salu kTE..manusie bole berubah en..an?an?da lme dgr owg kate catu..and mmg percaye yg setiap org bole berubah bler² mase..

tp td bru tersedar..yg manusie mmg bole berubah bila² masa..*aik?pe nih?hek da byk da org yg diperhatikan..bila mewah sikit..mule la lupa daratan..haaiishh tu la manusie..huh

tp kn..kn..aku bru je sedar..yg manusie mmg bole berubah sekelip mate..tp kowg sedar ta org yg berubah tu bole berubah semula kpd die yg sebelomnye juge dlm sekelip mate....hah agak pusing² arh ayat nih..kehkehkeh.. arap paham la ye?hihi

so aku byk pikir o0o0..aku ni cane eq?aku ni org yg sng berubah kew?atau pn cpt terpengaruh ngn org laen?atau pn tade pendirian?hurmm...*hanya ku yg tahu,..lalala ape pendapat anda?hahaha

and and..aku na mintak maap at kowg if de wt salah ke pape..yela kite ta tau an if kite de wt salah..lebey² agy at org² yg terdekat and yg terrapat..

suhana

ku na mintak maap larh..cbb ku ase perangai ku agak menjengkelkn je lately..and and ase ca bukan siti nabihah je..da jadi org laen uh..hurm ko tau en..ku bler ckp nan ko..bincang pape ngn ko..bru otak ku nih berfikir lgi jauh and lagi positive dr aku yg tade nan ko tuh..hehe so if ku bertindak seperti yg ta sepatutnye..phm² la ye..haish ku tau ko mesti da blur an?lalala:p mksd ku,tlg tegur sye cik suhana..*ouh mst ko na kte..ko pn ta perfect mne na tegur ku an..tp kite manusie kne saling tegur-menegur la syg..kn?kn? hehe sbb bler ku dgr pape drpd ko an..for sure aku akn pikir lagi jauh jauh dan lagi jauh..bukn la ngn org laen ku ta pikir panjang..but nan ko,ku jd lebih drpd akuh..

faten

lagi ku na mntk maap nan ko..salu ngn ko ku bese ckp maen lepas je an?bukn ku ta pikir perasaan ko..juz ku da anggap ko rapat gler pig ngn akuh..kite da lame gler kenal an..so bler ngn ko an..ku ase selesa sgt..ku bole wt or ckp pape pn nan ko..if sehari ta jmpe ko an..sumpah ku mst wndu gler at ko!ta caye ko tanye la saypet uh!huhu syg ko sgt² doe..

fyza

ta byk sgt doe..ko buknnye tgk pn blog ku nih en..haha just na luahkn je..gud luck arh pape yg ko wt..n semoge kite dpt buktikn at ckgu suib uh yg kite dok at kelas science tuh bukan sbb kite saje na bajet²..tp sebab kite mmg layak dok at ctu!hoh kite bukn selembab yg dye sngke!huh go! go!hehe ko la lesbo ku yg sejati uh..haha

so kowg..just be yourself k..?n if sum1 try na tegur kowg..trime je..after that,kowg sndri la yg decide..

lupe plak!deyla syg!slmt ari lahir!!:)

she's like..wutever!

i found her blog!
hahaha
it's funny larh..
n i've read all her stories..
about her new boyfie [ouh dowg da break ouh..haha]
n bla bla bla..

she's like so0o wutever!
act malas na maki² dye..
i'm totally not like u gurlz!
if u mad or feeling sad or wutever..
u like to maki hamun people..

what are u thinking ha?
mcm la ko perfect sgt!
oke i admit it..
she's hot!
but what can u get ngn hot tuh?
boyz?
yeah
u've got my husband [now he's my ex-husband]..
and finally..
u've crash wif other boys..
what?
u talked lied about me to him!
then u've got him..
that's what u want rite?
but after that..
u're unfaithful!

hah
see!
u said that i'm being unfaitful to him but then!
u did that to him!
n now..
u fuck ur new boyfie coz he cheated..
hah
u deserve that!

that's what u get when u destroy other's life.
n if u keep doing that..
your life not gonna be wonderful girl..
u talked lie about me to him..
but i kept quiet nor talk shit about u to him even i know that u are unfaithful..

u wanna know why i did't do that?
because i am not like u!
i am not!
i'm more than u!
i never defamation people just because i'm not satisfied with their life!
that stupid okeyh!

hey..
u got money,style n everything..
why not u just live your life..?
easy..
u don't have to talked shit about anybody else juz because she got what u don't have!
and i've notice that u lack love from your friends..
poor u!
how could u talk bad about your bestfriends?!
she just wanna advise u and make sure that u not do something stupid!
she knew that u are unfaithful..
but she did nothing!
why do u hate her so much?!
but now..
i think her life is more easier n calm without you..

u still young gurls..
u're younger 4 years than me..
u still can enjoy your life..
but without talk shit about other's life..
just live ur life..
i'm sure it is not so hard to do that

Remove 1 question from below and and add in personel question, make it total of 20..

1. if u could spend RM1 in 5 minute,what would u spend on?
-chocolate!!!hoh0o0

2. what is most favourite thing to do?
-eat eat and eat!!!!!:D

3. what kinds of news u read?
-ta minat la bce news..haha [pe punye anusie la ku nih]

4. what r u doing rite now?
-jwb tag sambil mam nasik goreng..ceeedaaap!!

5. is there someone in ur heart rite now?
-him ;)

6. do u believe u can survive without money?
-of course!everything we wanna do need mmoney..even if wanna pee pn kne gne duet pe..abeh tu takn ta basoh?air en kne bayar gak..haha

7. do u know ur BMI??
-pernah tau!haha


8. what do u feel doing rite now?
-worry [tomorrow cgemistry paper larh!]

9. if there's someone who u love, do u confess him/her?
-dunno..ta kowt

10. list out 3 good points of the person who tagged u?
-saypet,saypet and saypet!hahaha [jaat uh akuh!]

11. what is the thing that make u thing she is kind?
-she always rite my side whenever i need her :)

12. what is the thing that make u think she is bad?
-she hate my adek sumil!huhu they are innocent larh!why do u hate them?how could you!hhuuuaaaaaa [emosional gler..sedgkn die ta ske meow je..haha]

13. are u left-handed or right-handed?
-i'm right-handed

14. if u had to eat something in rest of ur life, what would it be?
-chocolate!hee

15. if u had to choice to be rich or happy, which would u choose?
-rich!sye mau kaye duit..kaye budi pekerti dan kaye dgn ilmu!hoh

16. if u have a chance, which part of ur character u would like to change?
-kuat melantak..huhu

17. who is the people u can share ur problem wit?
-them and him!lalala :p

18.makan or tido?
-both!but lg best mam la en..haha


19. antara kekasih dan parents...mana korg dahulukan n mengapa?
-parents first!


20. do u hava a 'bantal bushuk'?
-i can't live without it!haha


ari ni ku baek ati uh..
tamau tag spe²..
hehe

wahaha

lol
awat title catu?
ntah ar,ku pn tatau..
jari ku yg taip..
bergerak sndiri larh..
hehe

yeeeah
sememngnye ku la yg sengal..
cbb bru ku prasan ku abes exam 23feb?!
huaaa
tape²..
1 more paper je..
ta adil la..
kawan ku yg sowg tu gumbire je da abes exam..
nyirap je tgk uh..
huh

tape²..
spm nnt ku yg abes dulu..
hehe..
intervensi ni bole thn ar..
isnin ni paper chemistry merangkap paper terakhir bg exam kali nih!
hoh
ta sabo!
tp takot wo0o0o..
mem² ku yg skola laen da amek paper tu kte sush gler..
ntah la an..
ku wt yg termampu je le..
huh

tp yg paling membebankn!
ku demam la weeeeyh!!
huhuuuuwwwaaa
sekse je..
mlm smlm selesema..
tgk² saket mate td at skola..
merah sebelah kiri..
bole plak an..
da ar ngh exam ..
paper agame plak uh..
pstu time tucen klas sej td bole plak sket pale + terbersin je kije kuh..
ado0o0i
tensen²..

damn nervous..

tomorrow i have 2 sit 4 my intervensi exam..
huh takot doe..
not an SPM rite?
but i still nervous..
dunno why..
i keep thinking bout this exam..
in my class,there are 39 students..
imagine persaingan dlm kls tuh..?!
huh
da ar ramai pandai²..
adooyai..
last year there are only 23 students je..
huh

i've start studied from last thursday..
arap² ku bole wt ngn baek exam nih..

n i've decided not 2 unline my myspace n blogging until i finish my last paper..
its on 20feb..
its only 5 days rite?
4 sure i can do it..
heee

n tamau topup gak..
n ku mmg ta topup since last week pn..
hehe tenang je ase..
haha

wish me luck guys!
thanks!
:)

questions from sys fareeza

1. who r u?
-i'm ciby of course..:p

2. r we frens?
-nope!we r not a frenz..u r my sys la dear..;)

3. when n how did we meet?
-at schools of course..but i forget when do we know each other..

4. do u hav a crush on me?
-nope!hahaha

5. giv me a nickname n xplain y u picked it.
-sys sangap subit²..haha u like 2 cubit me everytime we met la!:D

6. describe me in one word.
-caring

7. wut was ur 1st impression?
-not remember :0

8. do u still think dat way bout me now?
-dunno

9. wut reminds u of me?
-still don't have the answer!haha

10. if u could giv me anything wut would it b?
-my attention..:)

11. how well do u noe me?
-hurm..dunno la..we rarely meet n contact rite?

12. when’s da laz time u saw me?
-stesen lrt rite?kite lepak same² coz ujan lebat..

13. ever wanted to tell me sumthing but couldn’t?
-nope

14. r u going to put diz on ur blog n c wut i say bout u?
-tamau..semak²!haha bluuweeekkk!

malas maaalllas!!

malas² aku masih malas utk ngn peiiii skola*ikot rentak lagu efa razia?ntah la tu kowt nme dye..
haha

ari ni ta pegy skola...
bgn² je da kol 10 pg....
hehe
ase rugi plak ta pegy..
tp nseb baek ari ni at skola ta byk sub yg blajo..
tade ar byk yg ku rugi..
hw pn tade o0o0
math je la an..
alaa math graph je pn..
nseb baek tade ssh mne..

hurm..
msok ari nih,kali ke 3 ku ponteng skola taun nih..
huh
pemalas nye ciby!
pegy skola la weyh!
taun ni an na spm..
ta sedr diri btol larh..
kekeke

next week exam uh!
hoh
first exam time form5!
agak gigil gak ar..
arap² bole jwb ngn oke uh..
insyaallah..

ta ske bler ku jd cani..

post yg ni agk pnjg..
rjen bace la..?
tp bukn sume yg ku pst mmg berjela-jela kew?haha
time kasay if sudi na bce

pe yg ta ske?
mlm nih ku tersgt la mls tok wt homework..
pe lg na study?
kn? kn?
huh

da lme gler ta pegg buku..
ceehh tipu ar ta pgg an..
at skola konfem² ar..
hw pn sure berlambak2..
yg ku mksd kn ialah study..
da lme la..
arapkn tucen je..
kenape ye?
npe ku jd cani?
smstinyer sbb kemalasan yg melampau-lampau melanda dirikuh..

yeeehhh mggu ni ta silp ku ckgu bio tade..
haha
best²..
td pn at skola de essay competition..
ato0oi

ari ni ca bese,blek stay at skola jp,wt homework..
tp ta byk pn yg dciapkn sbb rancak berborak ngn c suhana n faten..
tp ase beban at kepale ni berkurg la sbb lme sgt tersimpan..
sgla cerita n mslh dikongsi bersame antara kami..
time kasey kawan
:)

blek tu plak suhana tompg zuhur at umah ku cbb dye na tros pegy tucen..
time na letk stokin,tber² matekuh terpndg la meje komputer nih..
yeeehhh
de kotak pos laju..
dlm ati 'aik? da smpai?'
dgn gumbira pn ku amek n bwk msok bilik..
ntah cane la muke ku time na bukk tu an..
c suhana je la yg tau..
haha
mst xcited gler uh!

ku dpt kiriman pos laju ni dr sorg kawan at Kedah..
kawan kew?yelarh!hikhik
isinyer exam n note pad skola dye..
exam pad de 1,note pad de 2..
huhu

act ku pn tatau pe tujuan dye bg mnde nih?
agak nyer dye na mncube kebolehan pos laju yg de at tmpt dye?
ta pn byk sgt exam n note pad yg berlebihan smpai dye na pos at ku nih?
haha
atau pn dye na ku blajo smbil ingt kt dye?
haha agy prasan!
ntah la..
sblm smpai pos tu,ku de tnye awat dye bg..
dye kte sje² je..
ye la kowt..

time mghrib..
ati ase ca tergerak na tgk blek brg yg d pos c dye tuh..
ku pn belek² la an..
tgk² at dlm slh 1 note pad dye..
dye de tulis gud luck spm..
n de tndetgn dye..
n plg ku terkesima skali..
dye bg lencana skola dye..
yg besi tu lah..yg kne pin kn tuh..
bukn yg kain kne jahit tuh..
what?
*sue!ingt ko je de lncane suami ko?ku pn de la..haha tp kitowg tade pape hubungn yg istimawa k?
btw thanks a lot..
n lencana tuh..
ku pin kn at dompetkuh..
hehe

apsal la ari ni jd cani?huh

yg jd ari nih?

--tgh ari da klas..
=add math..ntah npe ku agk blur uh..ato0oyai

--pstu lepak nan dak² at pudu plaza..
=ku tertumpahkn air Pei Pei..secare ta sengaje..bodo gler akuh..ta prsn doe..so lps ni..if na wt pape..kne pndg kiri knn dulu..na tau ark..Pei² ni if mara,berminggu² dye takn tegur..uwaaaa cane nih..?:(

--lps tu pegy Time Square...
=kuar nan mierul..knl nan dye ni at kem..tgk² de dak klas sej ku nan dye..upenye dowg pnh kapel..dowg terserempak je upenye at cni..hehe ni part plg ku bengang..dye wt ku nan gurlz ni ca bermadu plak!sblh sane pegg tgn..sebelah cni na plok²..ku tepis dan tepis!!!haha sial jerk..pstu gurlz tu blek tggl ku nan dye je..suke² je na jln pegg² tgn nan ku..pstu na plok² pinggang ar..byk gler alasn n mcm² ku wt tok elakkn dye wt catu..hoh0 *pdn muke ko...gatal!!!!pstu time blek dye anto ku smpi LRT..salam,bole plak lps tu dye kiz pipi kuh?wtf??!!!!siyes gler ku ta prasan time dye plok dr blkg..aaarrgggh!bengang!*ingt ku ni pompuan jenis pe?ko na sng² wt catu?lps ni konfem ku tamau kuar agy ngn ko!if can,muke ko pn ku da tamau tgk!huh dye ni pnh mntk kapel nan ku,tp ku rejected!heh nseb baek pn ku reject dye!

--pstu pegy psr mlm jln T.A.R plak...
=nan my mom..kitowg jnji jmpe at Sogo..haha dye nan mem dye..jirn ku gak..pnt ouh...huh



p/s ;takziah kpd cik suhana kite..subuh td dye anto msj at kuh n bg tau yg dye ta dpt pegy tucen cbb dye kne blek kpg..atok dye meninggal..

tag dr suhana

Rulez!!!
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz. (Those that are tagged cannot refuse.)
C) Continue this game by tagging 8 other people



-What have you been doing recently?




-Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
everyday..lol!


-What happened at 10am today?
pe eq?at skola time reht..ari ni beki nasik lemak..tber² je ase na beli mknn,salu tade pn..haha nn fyza cuap ku roti canai..haha nn ku melntk suhana punye nasik goreng ckit..haha *suke ati je..maaf ye saypetkuh..


-When did you last cry?
semalam..lately agak salu ar nanges..tnpe cbb..lol!



-Believe in fate/destiny?
yup!



-What do you want in your life now?
sum1 who can make me love chemistry sub!*terdesk nih doe haha n money[skang nih byk gne wet larh..adoi..]




-Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
slh satu penyebab beg ku berat ielah kerane dgn sukeatinye bwk natang tuh..heheee


-What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
sleeping!!!!haha


-What bottoms are you wearing now?
tekcut pendek..suke gler suar nih..sgtlah selese..hehe



-Whats the nicest things in your inbox?
secrets!:p




-Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
ntah la..jp agy ku pk..haha :p





-Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
ta ske n ta pnh..heeee


-What was the last movie you caught?
Maut..bo0oring!!


-What are you proud of?
be sum1 yg ske melalot..[kawan² ku gumbirw nan keadaan ku yg catu kowt..haha]



-What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
msj dr org lame..pe eq?adelarh...lalala



-What was the last song you sang out loud?
ku telah jatuh cinta by agnes monica..[best ouh]


-Do you have any nicknames?
ciby,ct,nabi[wth?ta ske nme tuh],nana,abby,bie,byha,nabyha..



-What does the newest text say?
ta jd??[act c dye na sgt jmpe kawan ku tuh..tp ta dpt..haha]



-What time did you go to bed last night?
ntah la..around 12 am..awal doe



-Are you currently happy?
yup!kke ni terlalu sdp..cbb yu epy fler..haha


-Who gives you the best advise?
ibunda tersyg



-Who did you talk on the phone last night?
member ku larh..lalala


-Is something bugging you know
nope!


-Who was the last person to make you laugh?
not who,but what.meow kuh c Ucang..



na tag spe eq?
-niena
-eyna
-kak fareeza
-rahmat
-kyla
-izreen
-spe yg rmabut pendek tahap ketiak :D
-spe yg 2 jntine?haha

ntah la..

jam kol 9.30 mlm..
ku at dlm bilik..
time ku ngh kucuk membalut kamus peribahasa yg bru ku beli ptg td at dinamik..
ibundakuh bukak pintu bilik n..

ibundakuh ;pegy dulu..
ku ca org pekak wt bodo n tros membalut buku tuh..
ibundakuh ;tana ekot kew?na ekot ciap la cpt..
akuh ;tape la..[mate dan otakkuh tertumpe at buku tu je]
ibundakuh ;npe?byk keje skola kew?
akuh ;tade la..
ibundakuh ;abes tu npe tamau ekot?
akuh ;malas larh..
ibundakuh ;blek kng bole singgah beli ais krim..
akuh ;[toleh pndg ibundakuh]ais krim pe ma na beli?
ibundakuh ;mcD kew..
akuh ;boikot..[perhatiankuh kembali tertumpu at buku yg sedg d balut]
ibundakuh ;biarlah abah sorg je yg boikot..
akuh ;tape la..
ibundakuh ;ma pegy dulu..
akuh ;hurm..[tnpe pape reaksi]

agk sentap larh..
tatau npe..
act ma n abgkuh na pegy Tesco..
kitowg 3 brank mmg ske pegy Tesco wktu mlm..
tp kali ni awal la..
normally dlm kol 10 catu..
ku pn tatau npe kali ni ku tamau ekot..

mybe cbb boikot..
ku de dgr yg Tesco pn harus d boikot..
tmbhn ku mmg tade mo0d mlm nih..
tnpe sbb yg munasabah..
mmg mo0dy gler..

lagi..
mak na beli aiskrim mcD?
boikot..
ku sememgnyer sblm ni gler ske pegy melantak at mcD or beli ais krim ie..
tp skang da ta da..
ntah la..
mungkin cbb rase belas kasihan ku yg melimpah-limpah at saudara seagama ku yg at Palestin tuh..

tp ibundakuh..
mungkin dye aggp boikot tu nothing je kowt..
yela org salu pertikaikn..
na wtpe boikot..
org laen pn de gak yg ta boikot..
agypn ca la mmberi kesan sgt at israil or US tuh..
insyaallah..
walaupn ckit je yg kite wt at cni..
pahalenye kite tatau..
dan mungkin jugk kesannye amat la besar yg drase oleh yahudi² d cne tuh..
kite tatau kn..?

ntah la..
if na dbandingkn ku nan ibundakuh..
dye yg salu tgk berite tiap² mlm..
akuh?
taun ni skali pn blom pnh tgk agy..
ku tau pn drpd mmbr² or dlm tenet nih..
dowg kte de dak yg tggl kepale je la..
bdn tertimbus n mcm² lg la..
4 sure la ma tgk..
kdg² time ngh study..
bole dgr ma melafazkn istighfar bler tgk berita at palestin..

hurm..
ntah la kn..
agknye kesedaran setiap org berbeza walaupn rase simpati tu wujud dlm ati..
agy pn setiap org berhak tok buat keputusan sendiri..

mlm ni pn..
mo0d na study tade..
sedangkn dlm pale otak dok ingt SPM yg bakal ddodoki..
hurm

ibundakuh...ily!

yeaaahhh
npe tajuk nye ibunda?
na tau ..
bace larh..?
hahaha

1 february = ari wilayah + my mom bufday!

sedang ku kucuk menelaah setiap perkataan yg tertera d dlm buku rujukan biology kuh at dlm bilik..
tber² terdengar sore sumbg abg kuh..
epy bufday 2 u...!
apy bufday 2 u...!
apy bufday 2 hamidah..!
epy bufday 2 u...!

ngn gumbirenyer ku dgr sore ibundakuh ketawe..
tros ku melangkah kuar dr bilik tnpe menghiraukn buku yg bersepah,kipas & lampu yg terbukak n Kintan[meow] yg ngh tdow ats katilkuh..
dlm ati ber kate
aik..
bukn td lps solt maghrib abg am[abngkuh] da kuar kew..?
hurmm
wt surprise bkn na bg tau!

upe² nyer td dye kuar pegy amek kek...
haha
bgs btol ank laki mak yg sorg nih...
pstu mak pn potong la kek tuh..
n kitowg mam sme²..
:D


kek yg abg am bwk blek..



ni yg telh ciap d psg ngn lilin..



Kimon tersyg..
dye pn na gk muke msok dlm blog nih..
[ca tatau je ku na msokkn dlm blog uh..haha]



mak potong kek..
cedap uh kek nih..
heheheee
sori la yerk pic nye ta bpe santek lorh..



mak!!!
selamat ari lahir!!!
smoge pnjg umor,sehat walafiat,murah rejeki,epy always n dpt tunaikn haji[insyaallah]..
caaayuunk mak!!

text dan text dan text

text?
ataupun dlm kate laen..
massageeee!!

mmg ta bole dnafikn texting merupakn hobi ramai remaje..
rite?
apsal?
best sgt ke texting nih?

mmg la..
jimat ckit kos..
if na kol byk plak kedit abes..
na jmpe lepaking sesame,bz la tu la ini larh..

kebanyakn couple pn melepaskn rndu melalui text..
rite?
ta pn sahabat² handai yg ske bergosip-gosipan..
semestinye salu texting even tiap² ari dok jumpe..

na kte c ciby nih jrg texting..
hurm
mmg pn!
jrg coz pnt + bz..[poyo je]
bkn ta ske..
ske sgt senanyer..
tp rimas!

rimas coz de sesetengah org tuh..
if can na kite bls msj dye secepat yg mungkin?
y?
slh ke if bls lmbt?
ala lmbt dlm 20 mnit catu je ke..
bknnye pe sgt..
if na sgt msj,sabo² la an..
ingt kite at cni tade kije laen ke,na dok bls msj dye je..
hukhuk

tu satu,na bls cpt²..
de agy 1 golongan nih..
ske msj..
tp bls sepatah²..
pe cer beb?
sumpah buhsan maen msj nan org yg reply catu!
grrrrrrr
bengkek je..
pstu if ta reply or late ckit..
mle la merepek yg bkn²..
tana text nan dye la..
combunk la..
mcm² lg larh..

dan de lg..
mereka yg dok na texting 24hours..
even da text tiap² ari dr pagi hingge la ke ptg & na smbung lg ke mlm?
haish
felikfelik..
adkh mereka ni d antara kalangan manusia yg tade kije utk d lakukn?
ataupn mereka ini mempunyai mslh/penyakit 'gler text'?
huh

npe haaa?
ouh lpe plak..
manusie ni an de mcm² ragam...
=)

tersangatla lem

mmg lem gler arh!!!
haha
tape²..
laen kali bole cube agy an..?
huhuuu


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lagi?

lagi ari nih..
lagi ku titiskn aer mate..
lagi ku biarkn ati terluke..
lagi ku biarkn dir terlena dgn c dye..
lagi ku biarkn diri lemah dgn gurauan mereka..
lagi ku meratapi pemergian c dye..
lagi ke merindui dye..
lagi ku merindui gelk tawe bersame mereka..
:(


hah
mau tau?
td ku pegy tgk cer maut nan aten n suhana & adek mereka..[ku je yg tade adek uh..:(]
ku nan suhana n papud[adek sue] msok lmbt coz dowg pegy solat..
kitowg ta dpt dok tmpt kitowg..
cbb de la sepasg merpati dok tempat kitowg..
lahabau punya pompuan!
suke suki ko je!
aten kte tmpt kowg da kne amek..
so pndai² ar ko na berambus bler tuan punye tmpt da dtg!
yg bf ko tu pn sme..
wt muke ta bersalah je..
sial tol!
so kitowg br3 terpakse la dok at blkg sit tuh..
coz time tuh byk kosong agy..
tgk² de la sekumpuln dak laki msok..
upenyer tu tmpt dowg..
so kitowg terpkse bgn n tukr sit agy ke blkg..
stgi dtg lagi 2 org akk..
tmpt tu dowg nye..
so kitowg kne la plak dok dpn..
bygkn btape bengang n segnnye kitowg?!
huh
malu je..
pompuan tu da la berbaju kurung n bertudung..
pstu ntah pe la yg dye wt at dlm cinema tuh...
tmbh² lg cer Maut tuh ta best larh!
ta insaf pn ku!
bengkek je uh!

nothing

there's nothing can make me happy,
today n yesterday..
lately..
if i had a smile..
it's just a fake!
i can't handle it anymore!
i can't hide my sadness from my friends!!
y?
i use to do that..



n y did they do that to me?
ku ta sengaje la!
ta trniat lansung!
i'm sorry!



i'm searching 4 my happiness..
do u see it?
i'm losing it..
help me




ps ;dye ajk ku kawen lari la..at UK[ulu klang?bkn la..tp ulu kinta..:D i t0tally have a crash on him!]ouh..sori,i not go0d in english

kami dak skola

yeh..ini pic d snap d dlm tandas pusat komuniti BTR..hahaha



pd ari selase,27jan09 ku bersame beberape org temnkuh pegy ke pust komunity utk same² wt omwek/study..
maklum la..
DAK SKOLA la ktekn..
tmbh² lg..
taun ni na SPM la kte kn..
huhuuuu
gerun...
so d cni ku de paparkn beberape potret ketike kami sdg study..
haih ngh study pn sempt snap agy?
hahaha




haha
time nih omwek ku yg dbawe sume da ciap..
na study plak,ku cme bwk buke fizik f4 je..
ayo0yo0o0
mmg buhsan larh..




fyza..
mLU TP Mhu..
haha
[dye tatau pn ku de pic nih senanye..hikhik]




syera..
kucuk gler..
ku tgkp gmbo dye pn bole ta prasn..
ngee
go0d²..




kami ber4..
lg sowg ku le..
ngh tgkp gmbo nih..
hek

kantoi doe!!!

hoh0ho
dye suda kantoi o0o0o0o0..

spe yg terkantoi..
seorang manusie berjantine lelaki,berumur 20 taun[tatau la dye da genap ke blom]..
tinggal at area umah ku gak,sedang belajr d skola smk... pra U atas [upper 6]..
nme nye F****..
dye ni act abg angkt ku n mu besties cera...
dye ni gak,jurulatih KRS skola ku since 2 taun leps kowt..

haaaaaaa
da le tuh..
meh cni ku kantoi kn dye!
kuikuikui

act dye kapel nan cera..tp bru je lg..
hurm..
ku ringkaskn la eq..
ku de agy sowg mem nme aen..form4..
cera ni sebaye ngn ku la an..
c F ni da kenal nan aen..
ku ta ingt la cane dowg bole knl..
tp yg ku pst dowg ber3 pnh kuar sesame..

pstu cera kol c F nih..
time ngh ckp tuh..
c F nih kte adek dye yg KONON² nye nme fairuz [sebaye nan ku]na ckp ngn aen..
yg c cera ni pn bg la an..
last² fairuz ni kapel nan aen..

time cera bg tau ku,ku ase felik gler!
cbb setau ku,c F ni mmg de adek laki..
tp form2 ta silap..
n nmenyer bkn fairuz!
adoi..
agk felik..

so 1 ari nih,time at skola..
ku bork² ngn fana[dak kelas ku]..
dye ni tggl sme blok ngn c F..
so ku tnye dye,btol ke yg c F ni de adek sebaye nan kitowg n nme fairuz..
guess wut?
she said no?!
dye tade adek yg sebaye nan kitowg larh!
wo0o0o0
sial lorh!

time cuti raye cine..
cera blek dr asrama..[dye dak TIKL]
tp kitowg ta dpt jmpe agy..[sok bru na pegy study group nan dye..ta sabo nyer!]
tp dye kol ku..
tau ta dye kte pe?
dye kte..
yg at myspace c F ni..
at topfwenz
de sowg gurlz letk pic brsame nan c F?
wut?
nme pn lurve F?!!!
what te f*** beb?
at profile gurlz tu plak..
de sliding pic dowg?!
lg la ta bole blah!

then ku cer at dye yg pasal fana ckp at ku tuh..
ho0o0o
agak terkejut la mereka!
act cera nan aen ni pn felik,coz sore c F nan fairuz tu hmpir sme?!
n fairuz ni ske cer psl c F ni at aen..

ptot la pn..
coz c F ni mmg ske bgge² psl diri dye..
oke i admit..
his 80% perfect!
if owg knl dye,mmg dye ni baek gler arh!
rupe pn de..
otak taya cer mmg pndai la dye ni weyh..
ckgu KRS ku pn bgge gler ngn beks ank murid dye sowg tuh..

songal!
tp ta sgke btol la..
dye menTIGEkn mem ku..
n paling ku gelak tahap golek²..
cera ngn aen bermadu doe!
hahahahhaha
nguks je ku ni an?
hukhuk

ewh da la..
pnt doe ku taip..
pnjg gler an?
kpd anda yg sudi bce cer ku yg berjela² nih..
mekasey byk² ye?
hehe
daaaaaaaa

lepas!

sbtu ca bese pegy tucen ar an..pstu kuar ts ngn xuenna n org tersyg dye...hahaha

yg ku pn sme la an..jmpe kekasih lme yg telh pergi..hoh0ho0h..

wndu dye sgtsgt uh..ku ase epy gler arh dpt jmpe dye!walaupn jp je an...leps gk la wndu ku...huhuhuhu aziz!imysdfm!

kitowg maen bowling je..pstu c dye dtg ar an..so lepk ar skali..then dye na blah da...dye na pegy jmpe mem2 dye at bb..so ku pn dgn sukeati je ekot dye..na anto dye lol!hehehehe

time otw na kesane tuh..

bole plak ku berselisih ngn c sanky [ex-skandel lol]..nseb baek la dye ta prasan ku..hahahhaha tamua la jmpe dye!!!!

lps ku da anto dye..ku pegy ar blek at xueena..yg c sanky ni tau plak an ku de at ctu..so dye pn na jmpe la..adooe..da org tu da wndu at kite na wt cane an...lalala [bjet gler doe!!!]..hahahhaha

ta pegy pn jmpe dye..tp terserempak at monorail je..tu pn ta dpt berdepan...huh baguih le...hahahha

lps tu pegy psr mlm nan xuenna,then kitowg pegy m** jmpe kak besoh [akk xuenna] cbb na beli bju c xuenna nih coz dye kne jd pengapit sok...kak cik [akk sue num 2] nye kenduri kawen larh..

pstu kitowg pegy psr mlm jln t.a.r lek..bole plak ujan!ayo0yo0o0 kitowg pn pegy bertedoh msok at dlm small house..haaah yela kowt..catu la kowt bunyiknye..hahahha

ewh ku ringkaskn la..

ku smpe umah maghrib ta silp..pstu ku kuar blek pegy blok depn..de mak cik nih,sok wt knduri kawen ank dye..so mlm ni dye wt karaoke..felik aje uh...hahhaa

mak ku dok borak nan teman2 seusie nye..

ku pn pegy ar blok blkg...cbb na jmpe kawan ku yg da lme gler ta jmpe..

kitowg lepk at court badminton..aisk fyfy ooiii..

semamangnyer ku merindui muh la!!!!kitowg leok smpe la kol 9...

hahha

pe da ank dare lepk mlm2...

kahkahkah

ala bukn salu pn ku lepk..

hikhik

haaaa time lepk ni amyrul pn ade..aish da de dye nih,sure puseng2 la otak ku na malayn!hahaha

papehal lepok nan kowg mmg best la weyh!

haaaaaa si aziz,fyfy n amyrul nih..dowg ta caye yg ku single uh...adoooyaaaii..bukan dowg je,ramai agy yg ta cye ku single...

sengal bingal btol mla doe...nyirap je...sukesuki dowg kte muke ku ni muke ta bole cye[mksdnye muke ku nih tade mknebye single?!]sial lorh...ta phm btol la uh....adooooii

hye all!!!hehe

ni first time uh ku post blog!

adoyai..

bese at ms ku je...

ceeehh

ku tgk ramai yg wt blog at cni an..

so ku pn na cbe je la...

adoi..

blajo sndiri je..

tatau la jd pe nih..

hahaha

h0hoo